Rambling
It is 12:30am and what lies between me and my laptop is…my OCHEM PROBLEM SET. Gosh I could ramble and complain and whine about this all day. I have so much frustration with this that I thought, why not vent it out on Tumblr. Why is organic chemistry so difficult…why why why. Honestly speaking, I like it. Just not very good at it. But God has opened my eyes this quarter while studying—He showed me how this is all His creation. The things I learn are not made up mumble jumble created by my professors to torture me slowly (although sometimes I am convinced of this) or even created by mere HUMANS in general, but this is all God’s beautiful creation. From the structures, bonds, functional groups, EVERYTHING—God has created it!! And I realize, what a creative God He is. And it’s crazy that I can study God’s creation from the tiniest reactions. Anyway, as I write this I am encouraged to keep picking at this problem set that is currently bringing my mood down tremendously. Gosh, the nerd in me admits that I wish I could study more and put enough time into really understanding this wealth of information..but there is no time. Who knew I’d want more time to study—nerd to the max!
This post is already super random and weird so I’ll keep going with it. Currently, there are two things that I am thoroughly not fond of:
1. Cold feet (I can do cold hands, cold stomach, cold neck, cold legs, but NOT the feet!! Wow I cringe at the thought of cold feet) ((So on the flip side, I LOVE warm, cozy, socks. I dream about the wonderfulness of putting on fresh socks from the dryer and going to bed with them on. So amazing.))
2. Being tired (I hate it I hate it. Sadly I am realizing that I no longer can take naps at 12am when I have a ton of work to do, or I can’t just get by as a minimalist. If I really want to push myself and really invest myself in areas that I want to pursue, I can’t just sleep all the time. This is a realization that has been making me pretty sad lately. I do not like the lack of sleep that comes with growing up..strange.)
This is all. Goodnight world!
